crynomore

2010-03-15T02:37:00.003+08:00

suddenly felt so pain at my head. think i was too long.. been sitting here since dinner time over till now. went imm to eat ichiban today. din enjoy much, as i having a huge infected ulcer at my gum.

nothing to blog more actually. just wanted to tell you that after watching this drama i had underdstand a very simple reason. hais.

2009-11-20T02:24:00.000+08:00

all the way!!!!!!

164pv incom wooh!!!!!

2009-11-20T02:20:00.000+08:00

Your Daily Horoscope: November 19, 2009

Sagittarius Nov. 22 - Dec 21 (Wrong Sign?)

The Moon will bring your focus to financial matters today, Sagittarius, and you could have a dramatic experience that helps you uncover deeply hidden abilities you didn't know you had. If you are an investor, make sure that everything is well protected by hedges, stops and the like, and be ready to drop something like a hot potato, no matter how attached you are to it personally. Gambling in general is strictly a no-no on a day like this. There is no need to sacrifice yourself, and if you do find one, it's wrong. Watch what you say.

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2009-11-19T01:12:00.002+08:00

cant get my chair hot here.. need to get up early everyday and kick off my sleeping late and woke up late bad habit..

did some reflection for the day while walking back home just now..

i fail to accomplish things today..

by hitting down my opponent.

tml will work harder.. jia you corinne!

2009-11-19T01:11:00.001+08:00

Your Daily Horoscope: November 18, 2009

Sagittarius Nov. 22 - Dec 21 (Wrong Sign?)

Today you really need to maintain focus, Sagittarius. You have a lot of energy and it can get you into a very active and excited state, but it can also cause you to miss details that you would notice if you were acting at a normal pace. There are likely to be pressing problems that try to dissipate your attention, but you are one of the signs that finds multitasking easier, so as long as you don't get caught up in other people's dramas and problems, and as long as you don't put things off, you'll be fine. Make a task list for the day and stick to it no matter what.

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2009-11-17T01:32:00.002+08:00

CORINNE CHUA SHAO TENG,

it time really really buck up and mark every promise u made

time is not at your side..

and u gotta show ppl wad u really make up of..

it time u can shine

it time u do something for your team

it time u do something for your upline

it time u do something for yourself

there is no opponent around you but yourself..

these four years u are only fighting with yourself and u FAILED to do so

the next 40 years u are going to win!

no slacking

no emotional

no wasting time

no excuses

be discipline

be consistent

be rational

be independent

be real you

and you will become stronger

you have no back door

you left your parents

you have no support from your family nor your relatives

you left your peers and decide to make it in this career

you ended your studies

you really have no back door but to become successful in this career

the place which u chosen to live on

the industry where many people doubt it can rise

the industry where can help many people health being

the industry u have grown so much so far

stop being your own self

be more confident of yourself

have more belief u can make it

make these past 4 years worth fighting by hitting your BM position this year

your mum is waiting for you to take money home

your boyfriend is willing to give you a second chance and waiting for the day you MAKE IT

stop thinking about people/things that will make you lose focus

you have many people to back you up

your leaders

your team leader

your team mates

and all other bgm wanted to see you shine

you are senior enough to make it cos u have e experience

u seen people done it before

u know u can make it

just that you need to be CONSISTENT, be more SELF DISCIPLINE, PUNCTUALITY

SENSE of RESPONSIBILITY

you are tuning 21 years old in 11days time

you are going to be adult soon

u should decide your path yourself

whatever dreams u have, you stand a chance to achieve it by putting in EFFORT

your 1ST CAR - RED MAZDA 6

your MONTHLY DINNER WITH MUM AND SIS AT RESTAURANT

your DREAM HOUSE - STUDIO APARTMENT

your DREAM CAR - PORSCHE CAYENNE

your DREAM WEDDING

your dream lifestyle which u wants to have by 30yrs old

you know u DO NOT WANT to be like the majority who WORK THEIR LIFE FROM 8 TO 5 EVERYDAY 5/6 DAYS A WEEK, USING TIME EXCHANGING FOR MONEY, JUST TO EARN THAT 2-3K EVERY MONTH, USING THEIR CERTIFICATE AS A PRICE TAG, BUT JUST ENOUGH TO SURVIVE, TIRED THEMSELVES OUT, BY THE END STAGE OF THEIR LIVES GOTTEN ILLNESS AND LIFE ENDED.....

end of the day everybody have a choice to mark their life book journey

so can YOU..

CHANGE IT!

2009-11-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Your Daily Horoscope: November 16, 2009

Sagittarius Nov. 22 - Dec 21 (Wrong Sign?)

Today is New Moon day, Sagittarius, and time for predictions good for a Lunar Month (until the next New Moon). You may have quite a challenge today, in terms of finding a balance between being too soft or too rough in your approach to others. It certainly seems to be a delicate matter that you are dealing with now, because there is a lot of emphasis on confidential and possibly investigative activity. Even though your interactions with others keep the focus on your personality, you should try to try to find the cause for past mistakes so that you can work it out of your current behavior. Don't overwhelm others with too many demands.

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2009-11-14T01:38:00.002+08:00

encourage by e fb horpscope im writing my thoughts here..haha

today had my first day of period!!! it was in the midnight b4 i slp..13/11/09 =( black friday

so bloody moody and tired just cant describe that feeling, and it make me woke up very late..

wasted some time at home den headed to office in e evening for intermediate course hosting.

and talking bout e hosting i feel like digging a hole underneath and buried myself in.. i actually cocked up everything, when introducing all e speakers up.. its a worse hosting i ever done before..

fcuk it!!!

13/11/09 - so true for today!!!

There's a lot going on behind the scenes for you, Sagittarius, as you become more bold and adventurous about your inner desires. Letting some of this out by way of writing would be beneficial to you, as would taking a risk that may not turn out well. You need to do something bold today, and try to, in a manner of speaking, jog your wheels back on to the rails. You know that your curious and quest-oriented nature are really hyped up for some reason, and instead of trying to stop it from causing you to do something unusual, follow it: that's your soul speaking.

2009-10-12T04:28:00.002+08:00

今天过了一个很漫长的日子

一整天卧在家像只病猫一

连出门的劲儿都没有

倒是哭了好几回合

看完了一部46集的连续剧

心里面不仅有了一些感触

还想起了.....

2009-07-10T04:56:00.002+08:00

Reach home at one-thirty. wanted to post something that i've learnt but in the end i went fb-ing again. ha. went to play the note-thingy.

went to airport today, b4 i forget...

-find mr dewey for coffee

-timing create warrior or warrior create timing?

-create solution to negative and objection

-wad's definition of poineership? not time but mindset

-how to forget your past?

-whats the quality to be a good leader?

2009-07-07T06:52:00.000+08:00

2007 dreamchart
2008 de incomplete..

2009-07-07T06:49:00.000+08:00

digital version.

2009-07-07T04:42:00.000+08:00

Here's my dreamchart for 2009!
After half year gone liao den i post up.
I know i abit lag. Ha!

2009-06-10T02:37:00.004+08:00

Wrote this post while i was on my way home just now..

In the bus right now. I dun wanna wait till reach home den write this. I would end up forgetting wad's in my mind. Well in here, i would find the truthful me. A Corinne who wouldnt tell lies, and face her feeling reality.

Finally after many days of resting, I went back to office today. It was actually for the managers grouping at 9pm. This group up is really fulfillling for me and as well as others (I suppose). I cant denied after been away from office a few days i set my mode in a commoner again. wad do i mean. A person who would be relaxing, carefree, enjoying, recuperating or basically doing things that not improving (in my own view and terms). It would basically slow down my momentum and pull to a stop if continues. And i just realize i already had both my legs sinking down e sand mud. I may sounds exaggerating. But people out there it ain't at all. Bcos the writer over here has big dreams to accomplish. And by sticking to the company, they can help her to fulfill every little small parts of her dreams on her dream chart.

however, these days while i was resting, i watched a number of drama. Some are comedy, some are action, some are worth learning and some are imaginative. eg. like the 4 series of X-Men, the 5 episodes of Harry Potter. Haha. Really alot, isn't it? Haven count the dramas that im watching on mobtv and the drama 1 litre of tears, all watched in 5 days. And during this 5 days i took half a day packing and cleaning the room, washing bout 30kg of laundry, to your surprise, i did it with poopoo. Most if the laundry was done by him. I dunno izzit bcos of one sentence i said to him. Ha. During the packing i found my photocopied resolution for this year. and i realize i have been running behind it alot. Planning to come out with a updated one and a picture if my dream chart in e next post. Stay tuned. =)

"Being a leader, you do not demand receiving,

but only giving. " =)

2009-06-05T20:18:00.002+08:00

If you look up at the sky after falling down the blue sky is also today stretching limitlessly smiles at me.. I'm alive

- Aya

2009-06-05T16:39:00.003+08:00

din not went to office for two days. im lacking but wanna packed up the things in the room. you guys will be in great shock if i really take a pic of my room now and post up.

i took the chance to watch a show too - 1 litre of tears.

its recommended by a few friends in the company. its a true life story of a 15 years old girl who contacted with a incurable diseases - spinocerebellar degeneration diseases

there's no treatment for the diseases, they wont be able to walk, to talk or to eat properly, then soon, to bedridden. Aya's desire to live on is something that not only inpires the rest but me too, and she's so opimistic and the caring family that she have. the guy who always by her side - Asos.

till her last breathe she still did not give up to live on. she wrote diary everyday since the day she's sick, all the pages were pulish into books, where her story past around and inpires the people who have the same diseases to continue live on. its was after 10 years of sufferring after she pass away.

a true memorable living story that reminds everybody in the world that we are not the worst out yet. there're things happens worst a million time at the same time at many other side of the earth. so people, think positively no matter wad happens. there are always people ard who care for us.

love

2009-05-31T01:43:00.002+08:00

woke up late oday for appointments @ jurong west, and spend on cab.

outcome wasnt bad, manage to close a mini cal ion plus first, sleeping system is coming in next mth. seems like june is a good month with many overflow activites:

- helen auntie

- uncle ramesh

- raj's jurong west auntie

- pa for raj's cousin and auntie in law

- felicia

- and many blar blar blar

this is so far i could rmb. btw i lost my sketch book and my organiser. poor me man. at this moment i think my phone calender is one of the best of all.

well, today is khai and marina's big day. saw some of their wed photos just now. pretty nice. they are the first successfully bgr item in the company. emm..poo, when's our turn? haha.

May - 34400 LV

Incom: 0 PV

Pending: 145 PV / 248 LV

No of days: 1

Reborn!

2009-05-25T01:22:00.002+08:00

Boohoo..
Its a surprise to see me posting here after millions of years, seems like spider webs are clotting up..there are things need to be change in this blog..like my wishlist and profile.. ha.
got inspires by someone. and it remind me that i still holding on to this blog address. as some of you know i create this add during my secondary schools days. well, i've been wanting to find a better method to do my self talking and writes on. den just now i saw one of my fren's link to her blog, so i think its not a bad idea starting back with this blog again. didnt really wanna change a new link address bcos most ppl always have this thinking that start afresh after a long break and forgot bout the old ones or bad memories you have...but i know im clearer than anybody that starting afresh is never a good method to run away from your memories.. you're just running away from the reality.. soon after you will find yourself landing in the same positions. im really fucking tired of starting afresh alr. this time round it will only be a do or die mindset.
i believe if anybody happens to read this post, you might not be able to understd wad im talking about. still i dun think ppl will pass by here la..

this few days i been thinking alot bout training one of my new guy. Someone who is quite weak in terms of expressing and not really open to others. quite lazy guy, wanted to take shortcuts during the training but still a guy with big dreams and ambitions. so i told him to keep a journal or other wise do a self talking every night, to improve on his thinking skills and able to learn something out of the reflection.
things went pretty fast this time. after i got back from bangkok, went back to office on the second day. 11 may. things went very slowly, hours seems like months to me in office. plans din workout. directions were blurred. its was only when the newpaper ads on, den time started to fly.. and im glad that for the first appt i close a pillow for him. single is on pending.. hmm.. =)

2008-08-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

Description of Your Personality:The Earth Dragon may be less flamboyant than other Dragons, but their practicality more than makes up for this shortcoming. You may not be selected for the Chinese New Year dragon dance, but you will do better at accomplishing the stuff of your dreams. With your heightened sense of responsibility, you often win more respect than your brethren who are sometimes accused of being all show or all talk and no action.

2008-08-03T23:10:00.001+08:00

The Bottom Line
Keep your head in the game today. You can't rush ahead -- take care of the details.
In Detail
The exciting plans you have coming up are luring your focus away from the task at hand, and you've got to be careful that you keep your head in the game, today. You can't rush ahead, right now -- there are details that need to be covered, and they need to be covered completely. This is not the time for taking shortcuts or leaving loose ends for someone else to tie up later. You need to follow through on the commitments you made to get the responsibilities you have worked so hard to earn.

2008-06-25T02:49:00.002+08:00

Today is a tiring day. But yet so fulfilling.
Went to the most beautiful place in Singapore! (only to me)
It's Sentosa Cove!!! Boss home.
After 2.5 years in VE, i finally got chance to sit down with boss, to learn things from him.
Actually before that i have many chance to meet him. But due to in actively fighting on and off. That's why i miss many many chances.
Recently many leaders notice my growth and changes. Even my sideline say so. Of course its a great feeling to heard people commending good on me. But i also know i cant be to fulfilling with that.
Today had a great session with boss. Most of the words is said in Chinese, its like very chim (sometimes and to somebody) and its show how knowledgeable boss is.
Some people might think wow, boss so rich, can live in cove, he must be earning alot of money. But not much people will think how much effort and hardwork he had put in in the past to have the glory of today. And he's always non-stopping to upgrade himself.
Someone i will always look upon to as a model.
He shared with us a story - Differences between Rich and Poor

Anyway, my labby is going flat. next time den share ba.

2008-06-24T04:08:00.002+08:00

Wow, its like 9 month difference from my last posting. Long huh? Well as most of the people know, i dun have a fixed desktop for me to use. Also, due to laziness! Alright back to the main topic.
Just read thru some of the blog around.. Well, mainly the one left most deep impression is the person whom i think is going thru some rough patches one.
This is what i feel:
Picking up from where you fall is always the hardest thing ever, cause u jolly well got to know that you got to do again from some basic things you did it before. Especially, the more times you got setbacks and pick up, the most times its harder. You will have more failed and succuessful. But that doesnt mean you cant do it. For most of the people might always feel that the things that you are going thru currently is always the worst scenario or if not one of the worst. You might also feel not really much people will understand your feeling. But actually the fact is most of us faced the same downfall period. And most of the time you will only look towards the problem that you are facing in a circulatory motion which will brings and leads to even more problem. The best solution is to think why you are in this situation now and look for solution rather then keep thinking on problems. I believe this doesnt only apply to work, also for the daily routine of our life.

2007-10-04T08:02:00.001+08:00

2007-09-26T02:12:00.001+08:00

I almost forgot about my blog again. Just woke up in the middle of the night and i receive a msg from sis. Happy Mid Autumn Festival! YaYs!
If it is not raining outside I suppose the moon will be like what she says, so mesmerizing and beautiful tonight. Poopoo and me dun have great plans for tonight as we never plan in advance. But we have a feel of bbq just like the traditional Taiwan people do.

This two days have been a tired day for us. And its especially yesterday, the both of us and his dad went alot of places the whole day just to look for one nice bed frame. Bukit timah have quite a number of choice but not really to our liking then we go to queensway ikea. The assistant there were so busy that none of so many can come to our assistant. And we only brought a big long mirror. At last we still didn't get our bed frame.
So we continue the second day, and we just go to a factory nearby to take a look and finally we set it. Less then 30mins the whole thing is done. After that we headed to Jurong point and poopoo cut hair.

2007-09-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

I'm still at poopoo's house. Yes, I haven return home. Yesterday I help him to clean his whole room. Yes the whole room, every little corner. As usual, you can hear all the sneezing when I sweep, mop and wipe the furniture. And one thing very important! You will never see me doing these things at my own home or even my own room, even my sis and mum keep nagging or shouting at me Not even once before.

Went to catch Ratatouille on mon at jurong point. The movie is nice!

2007-09-11T19:30:00.000+08:00

Its a cloudy day today, I din really see the sun and so fast its sunset alr. Meaning I woke up late today la.. Just had an hour of emo. I went to dick out the drafts in my mailbox, and i retype the whole letter again. Foolish act? Yes i think that way too. I'm right, I told him dun treat his next gal like what we had, treat her nicely, communicates more with her and love her more then the love he had for me, and now what position am I in to ask so much? I should encourage him right?
Hope things will turn more better when times flies...

Days has been rotting too much for me. until I starts to find out I'm far too lazy to go to work and also to go back to my home too. Everyday stay at home to watch show after another. I just finish watching Honour and Passion its a series drama from mediacorp, its quite a nice show. Especially Wen Zhong (Bryan Wong), its a guy who I wish to be my boyfriend. Ha! I barely use two days to finish watching the whole drama. That's the benefits of Mobtv. Faster go and sign up ba...
Not only this drama, Switched!, Like Father Like Daughter, Return of the Condor Heroes, The Unbeatables I & II, HDB Tai Tai I & II, Home decor Survivor and many more....
If you are sick of going out with your friends, or the computers games in your PC you can start to apply Mobtv for yourself. =) (Here are some tips if you think you don't wanna afford the mobtv on yourself you can ask along a few friends with you to split up the amount, you and your friends can watch it together even if on different computers!)

Not only this I also went online shopping, and there's quite a number of nice clothing that I'm going to buy...some are real cheap and worth to buy!

Alright, think i shall stop here first. Going to catch my series drama again - Immortal Love!

2007-09-11T03:18:00.000+08:00

went to watch ratatouille at jurong point.
nice movie!

2007-09-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out mao. ( I miss her alot! )We promise that it will just be the two of us. But at the last minute, she suddenly say one of his classmate is following her along because he have no where to go. So it ended up the three of us eating and shopping together.
I keep telling mao my skin colour have turn alot darken but she keep on doubting me, making me so sad. =(
But it true, I went tanning with poopoo on sat. Sounds like all my effort gone down the drain.

I just finish playing Uno cards with poopoo, its so fun. We brought it at the pasak malam at clementi yesterday. Got spiderman one somemore. This Spiderman Uno cards has been our entertainment for the two day. When I lose you know what I did? I kick his dick! H aha~ He keep on saying "Ni Qi Fu Ren, SOB SOB (cried loudly)"
H aha~ So Fun!

2007-09-06T09:48:00.001+08:00

Sunny morning

Usually everyday at around this time (8am) it will rain for awhile, but today never.
Anyway, I finally tune back my clock. Yays! Hopefully I can sleep well tonight. Yesterday went singing with poopoo with his brother. Nice! After the singing session at clementi, we were suppose to head to causeway pt to catch that "mouse" movie de. But in the end we realize we alr used up our energy as we woke up at 3am in that morning. So we headed home instead. After watching Like Father Like Daughter we went to bed straight. And here's now i wake up so early at 8am.

He's so dramatic lo..

2007-09-05T13:29:00.000+08:00

I got this from somebody's blog.

January 01 - 09 ~ Dog
January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse
January 25 - 31 ~ Lion
February 01 - 05 ~ Cat
February 06 - 14 ~ Dove
February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle
February 22 - 28 ~ Panther
March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey
March 13 - 15 ~ Lion
March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse
March 24 - 31 ~ Cat
April 01 - 03 ~ Dog
April 04 - 14 ~ Panther
April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse
April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle
May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey
May 14 - 21 ~ Dove
May 22 - 31 ~ Lion
June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse
June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle
June 15 - 20 ~ Dog
June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey
June 25 - 30 ~ Cat
July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse
July 10 - 15 ~ Dog
July 16 - 26 ~ Dove
July 27 - 31 ~ Cat
August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse
August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle
September 01 - 14 ~ Dove
September 15 - 27 ~ Cat
September 28 - 30 ~ Dog
October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
October 16 - 27 ~ Turtle
October 28 - 31 ~ Panther
November 01 - 16 ~ Lion
November 17 - 30 ~ Cat
December 01 - 16 ~ Dog
December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey
December 26 - 31 ~ Dove

If you are a Dog : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Mouse : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Lion: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. Popular and easy-going. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. People love the way you always treat them. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!!

If you are a Cat : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Turtle : You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Dove : You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Panther : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Monkey : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

I'm a "Cat"...
Abit true..
What's yours?

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2007-09-05T12:58:00.000+08:00

I'm back again! Yay. It's been a year ever since i left my blog to rot by itself. Finally I found a nice skinn and changed. But it took me days to complete it. And know what... I have to help mao to do her's also. Know why? because I have no patient to teach her how to do, so I have to help her lohs.. I wonder how last time tia can actually taught me how to do so, she must have lot of patient to do it over the phone.

I'm going to meet up mao damn soon..how soon? In few hours times...give her surprise! Deng Deng! (actually is ka jiao her from studying, h aha~) Wish her good luck for her 'A' levels.
Besides that, I'm going to catch a movie later! I dunno what's e tittle but just know is that "mouse". Its a comedy show...Think I'll have a great laughs.

Thanks to you my dearest poopoo, I'll moving back home soon. I'll miss the night when I woke up I can't see you sleeping beside me. =( Loves you.

'不能說的秘密

2007-08-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

follow the notes upon a journey
at first site marks one's destiny
once the vovage comes to an end
return lies within hastey keys

http://www.sonypictures.com.tw/movie/secret/home.htm

'my tarot card result

2007-08-30T02:54:00.000+08:00

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2007-07-13T16:02:00.001+08:00

YEA! I'm back from GENTING OUR TRIP!!

It's a super tiring trip however we enjoy ourself at there.
Here are some photos... enjoy viewing...

Food, food and food...

Look at both our eye bags... =)

2007-05-29T05:42:00.000+08:00

Days has'nt been good for me..also been sick for a week..cant catch up with them on work..hope they still do fine in the group..seems like im too used to be in this environment..went she afford me ideas to get me out of the situation, it seems like i dun wan to change but cud do nothing, been resting this whole week and i been wondering shd i do that? joseph called me. mabbe i shd ask for his advise? hmmm..

Saw maomao when i was coming over here ytd morning, we cudnt have time to catch up. seems like we miss out lotsa funny gossip and updates from each other.. still have alot to catch up with been long time hvn been going out with tiatia and gals.. and all the pretty babes that i agree to meet up with before..sharon, perrine, suya, ivy, nick, yl, ......... da da da...lotsa of dots.....
oh ya.. toking bout ivy..saw her page just ago..think she is having great time with her boy.
blessed ~

2007-03-27T01:37:00.000+08:00

today has been a ups and downs day for me
why is it so?
i woke up late today, cuz i went singing last midnight
supposed to reach office at 12 and attend mr martin session
but i woke up at 1.30 instead and then i took my own sweet time to bath and prepare, dressed up, make up then i leave my house at 5.30
on the way to office i listening to those emo songs and it really made me feel moody and i keep on thinking of that matter which stevie discuss with me
and when i reach office i cudnt focus to do my work.
sad to say i affected my fellow bro and sis
but still there are happie thing
taurus got top team out of 17 teams at the current now!
wad a celebration isnt it?
but later on i really have no mood to join in the celebration
went smoking alone..
after everything ends i finally had my first meal with yanlong
wad he said is true
learnt alot from him also
in terms of what a presenter shd do, recruitment skills and others.
after that session it really make my day better
work hard towards my goal...

all the way!

2007-03-06T11:25:00.000+08:00

Its hardly you can see me blogging in the early morning.
Im seriously lagging of sleep!
My naughty cousin came..and then woke me up =(
unhappy night ytd,
bcos of a stupid person who made a stupid comment.

you made my life
but you distroyed it!
i hate you!

2007-03-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

went shopping with at compass with lovely smile
brought a pair of heels at a discount
hehez =)

2007-03-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

beautiful isn't it?

he looks cute?

high up in the sky

i think its the most romantic thing we have ever done together
we went to the euro funfair
and we went high up in the sky on the mo tian lun.

thanks so much darling.
promise me you get a big bear for me next time kkies?
muackx.

2007-03-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

saw this LV top at the showcase while spending 1 hour waiting for one idiot!

2007-02-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

2007-02-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

Yay~ I'm back home!
It's been long time since i can blog at home.
I swear i will get my laptop done by this friday man.
Then i will flood my blog with lots of picturesss~

Hee! I have a new hair cut 2 days ago. I like it so much! =)
Think i should have done that before the new year,
but due to my laziness everything seems to be done at the last minute.
Not only these everything crop up till i havoc.

Tml is the last day of Feb, and 5 more days the chinese new year of 2007 will end.
But it seems like i haven enjoy finish.
No matter wad FOCUS is now most important.
I have rest enuff its time to go back now and build my forces.

Stevie says:
"I dont care whether how much you have contributed to Taurus or my Car Incentives for the past two months, most importantly is how can you contribute to help yourself in the next two months."

Ytd is my first day to our new office!
It located in the east side.
It really look nice, got 4 storey high and we own 3 of the storey and have our very own cafe - The Passion Cafe.
We have increase one more conferences room and a new seminar room, it one time bigger than our old training room and is more spacious.
More SBGM room and bigger sales force room.
Two big show case.
Most of us like the new office by we still need time to adapt into the new environment.

Say goodbye to 39 Robinson Road #10-01/02 ~The Memories Place !

'Gucci Bag

2007-02-24T02:43:00.001+08:00

Gucci Bag

2007-02-23T19:43:00.000+08:00

phew! Finally my whole blogskin is done but still gotta update my wishing list, just cant remember now but definitely there's more to go. Darling is back! He said my spaahetti is quite nice for a first timer like me! Happie =)

2007-02-23T16:22:00.001+08:00

my spaghetti not really nice leix.
sad =(

2007-02-23T16:19:00.000+08:00

i miss my laptop! i cant upload many pictures! =(

2007-02-22T17:27:00.000+08:00

Date: 22 Feb'2007, thursday
chinese new year, 5th day
Time: 5.29pm
Location: poopoo's place

A new 19-inches LCD monitor screen
A new set of wireless keyboard and mouse

Yipee~!
Now blog even more shiok.
I haven even update on my vday now is already one third of CNY past le. Well, althought is not planned before hand but everything is still smooth for me till now. But another sad thing is our malaysia trip is cancelled. Bcos the passport is not ready. Had my dinner at Olio's restaurant on Vday with my valentine! Quite disappointed but after all enjoyed. Had my shopping with the two brothers for the following days but I din really brought anything. Only till the last day at the very last minute then i brought my only top and bottom. This year we dun really coordinate well, ended up having our "reunion dinner" seperately in the noon. Then I chiong to bugis. Really times' flies now already going to end Feb. And today is Mao's 19th birthday! Im here to wish her to have a wonderful birthday today! And stay pretty and healthy always!

Very hungry le........! ByeBye!

first day of CNY

2007-02-22T14:41:00.000+08:00

(you are so beautiful to me~~)
在我眼里你永远最美
连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对
太愚昧难道
笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了
终於懂了真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
my love~
笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了
终於懂了真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了
爱了就有坚持理由
别说我会留在路口
不会走
爱你会直到最后
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说我们可不可以

2007-02-12T16:23:00.000+08:00

i tot i wanted to go back so much.
but when im back.
i feel im alien.

sudden feel of crying.
i noe i owe you too much.
but i cant do it.
cos i have no feeling.
everythings seems like back to spuare one.

who can help me?????

2007-02-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

happie =)
wednesday's coming..its VALENTINE'S DAY
first year that im celebrating with my valentine!
hope my plans wont fails.
still worried cos passport haven done.
hehs..
peep at his hp just now.
so shock.
mao msged him?!?
she knows i will be dissapoint if "it" is absent.
so she help me without my consent.
she's my great darlings ever!
but still sincerely is the most wanted from me to him.

2007-02-08T14:09:00.000+08:00

I feel so lousy, but i can do anything.
I feel like crying, but i cant.
I feel insecure, but i cant ask for more.

Im a girl, and your girlfriend. Ofcos I'll feel something and get jealous when you go out with other girls. Cant I possibly just ask you some questions? Just again, you feel I'm annoying you, controlling your freedom.

Our fourth month is coming, but yet seems like our sweet-honeyed period is over. Ever since this year onwards things start to change. It's no longer as sweet and caring as the first few month. Seems like your patience is running out on me.

People says: Women's senses are normally bery ture. I have a sense that something is going to happen between us soon. Just hope that it doesnt come true.

Mabbe the most barring thing that urge me the most is you could tell others that you have no girlfriend. Then, Wad am i to you? Your Maid? I dunno wad your reason. (mabbe is due to work stuff) But i just cant accept it!

2006-12-31T16:59:00.000+08:00

*happy new year 2007*
office for briefing
vivo
sentosa
ps
drunk!
tired!
hungry!

2006-12-25T16:50:00.000+08:00

merry christmas~

christmas present: $400 for shopping!?!
went for shopping a few days before the 25th.
thats fanstastic. i brought some clothing at myfashionpalace.com
den live shopping for some make up stuff and accessories
dinner at thai restaurant and had my fav dessert at there.
however i find that 400 bucks is not enuff.
hehs!

*christmas eve scedule*
dinner at cream bistro with mao, tia, xi, alan, ivan, bee, shawn, kh, wl, dick...
den meet dar with mao to shop!
after that meet zhiwei and guys.
den headed to pub for a drink.

2006-12-06T14:12:00.000+08:00

sakae @ westmall

sakae sakae sakae!

2006-11-28T14:35:00.000+08:00

* corinne's 18th bored birthday sceduled *

wake up
went office
meet nicolas for lunch
office again

in the night
doing admin stuff for stv
went to have dinner with dar
headed to batok
celeb cancel
=(
sleep!

thanks:
zirong, cindy, xueguan, rodney, shunjie, cynthia, kelvin, junrong, kabin, kevin, jinglian, yiwen, ivy, bryan, bernice, bingheng, desiree, zhong, cindy, zaza, perrine, priscilla, adrian, qiyin, sheryl, yongkang, sufang, weijie, gita, felix, amanda, sarah, jocelyn, jieru, wanrou, sharon, zhiyang, libin, zhiwei, nicolas, alan, ivan, steve, jasmine, mak, peifen, maomao, shawn, vanessa, teckwee, mandy, charisse, eeen, weixin

alth i din had a good bday celeb, still den i rcv alot of ppl rmb my bday.
smile =)

2006-10-02T03:46:00.000+08:00

hehs.. i was talking crap in the last post..
mabbe it due to my moody day.. anyway its over..

my days were busy and tired.. that's why i dun even have time to come in and leave any msg to my beloved sis and bro..
still anyway thanks for leaving ur name here..letting me knowing that i still been missed by u all... hahas.
work is busy..
skl is boring..
but frens in RP are good..
i miss w14K fellowship people!!!!
anyway..after a week of my busy work..i'll be back in skl today as my 3rd day of skl!!!
hehs... i miss my bed.. here im off~
bye!

2006-09-21T17:32:00.000+08:00

i've been missing here for one month..definitely there are some days were'nt good for me.. esp now i just feel so sucks.. now slacking with them in the canteen.. how shd i say? i dunno either dunno wad the hell am i doing? im just lousy~

yes..i feel jealous!!! maybe it my retribution? i did it to her in the beginning, and now its my retribution~! im filled and happie just with a call..which i dun even dare to do normally..or maybe i shd thankx her?
i was shock to know that but in the sense i already heard it..i know i have no rights to give you any suggestions..but i just dun wish you to leave..anyway..for your own sake think carefully..if u think is the right choice to make i will support you wadeva u do..

so fast holidays has been over..and today is the first day of skl reopening..i can say i hate the journey coming to skl..it make me think..and i hate woodlands!!! i hate coming to skl!!! i hate RP just because of you!!! it make me stuck there for months..

bad days recently..had food poisoning and i vomit in the night rider for the whole journey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK OFF!!!

2006-08-16T16:32:00.000+08:00

试着去努力鼓起勇气放弃你总是不争气没有这么快学会安静就连眼泪时刻在提醒根本无法放得下你漆黑的夜晚还是找到了我排山倒海来袭一定是我不够好所以你才想要逃逃到天涯和海角躲在别人的怀抱你能不能不管过得好不好不要故意躲开不让我知道只要你过得很好什么都已不重要我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼我每一夜不管你知不知道傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷希望你过得好总有一天你会看到爱如海掀起惊天巨滔我会以无坚不摧的力量让你知道可能当你门分手的时候，
听到这些可能会有些留恋，
如果真的不舍，可能双眼湿润，

2006-08-16T04:43:00.000+08:00

[currently listening to : Ai, Wu Li - kelly]

"..zui hou wo men fen kai le

shui ran hai shi peng you

dan zuo hui peng you de qing ren

xiang bai tuo kuan xi bu tai rong yi.."

wad a day~!

went lavender today..

reach home at 1am plus!

took a ride back from clementi which endure me for 1.5 hour

feel like puke after i alight..

had a moody day!

thanks brother~!

2006-08-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

爱错
北风毫不留情　把叶子吹落　脆弱的她选择了逃脱叶子失去消息　风才感觉寂寞　整个冬天　北风的痛没人能说 ※ 我从来没想过我会这样做　从来没爱过所以爱错我从哪里起飞从哪里降落　多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过 ※ 翻开回忆角落　完美的生活　以为幸福都可以掌握仔细回味当初　那个故事背後　Oh 原来是我　犯下从没承认的错 Repeat ※ 在这少了你的世界 Oh~ 找不回那些感觉　其实我不想道别　那些过去我从来没想过　我会这样做从来没爱过　所以爱错 (从来没有爱过那麼认真) 我从哪里起飞　从哪里降落多少不能原谅的错　却不能重来过我从来没想过　我会这样做从来没爱过　所以爱错我从哪里起飞　从哪里降落多少不能原谅的错　请你原谅我的爱错

2006-08-13T05:13:00.000+08:00

listening to - wo bu nan guo ~ stef sun

yups today went watch fireworks again..
bad view! tues one was super nice.. sitting in the middle of the grassland..
but today one only can see trees!!! =(

reflecting:
mon - tired day (lack of sleep)
tues - firework with lyn, dir, en, rach, ravin. after that when drink with xg
wed - east coast - peaceful with last msg <3
thurs - fuck up day! pissed off by a fuck up guy!
fri - dover~ with brothers
sat - firework day again~ went drinking again!

think is one step closer! GOGOGO!!!
~AJA AJA FIGHTING~!!

the colours is as nice as the fireworks..

2006-08-11T19:38:00.000+08:00

dun show me your fucking attitude!
im already showing you basic respect by not shouting you back infront of them..
i told you nicely a day before..
and just the next day you show me that again..
dun ever put words into my mouth..
i din said a thing that its there, the place that cause all my problems..
i noe i have bad time management and im still learning to cope with it..
its not a day's thing that i can tune it all over..
you should bloody hell go and do some soul-seraching too..

FUCK OFF!!

2006-08-11T19:23:00.000+08:00

duh..boring..
now at dover..
watching ppl play basketball..
sian huh..

weeuwee~~~~~
ppl out there..CHEERS!
smile always~

2006-08-04T05:33:00.000+08:00

i still haven sleep at this hour..wad happen to me? i was so damn bloody tired just now as the moment i reach home i fell asleep on the sofa..use all my strength to open up my eyes..a min later i fell asleep again..last night also din have much sleep also..just managed to finish my manicure and pendicure..i been neglecting my nails so much and they been suffering from the folding stars..finger blisters, nails all broke and torned..someone asked me..why do i still have to do that and suffer when i know is no longer there..i only know that this is the only last thing i can do for .... i start it out in the beginning, i dun wanna just left it there just because it ends.. no matter wad i will complete them as i have promise so..
dunno why i felt so relieve.. as in the real one not acting cool.. but ever since the past 3 weeks i thought this could be the worst moment..but it turn out to be the oppsite way..i was really happy and set free.. never this feeling in my life in the past ones.. mabbe it really seems to be this way as fated..
told felix alot alot of things today..maybe is because of the relieveness.. hope he can think through it all.. kelvin's examing are coming soon..hope he can at least pass and get promoted.
ytd is a busy day..and was mum's big day too.. but i din do anything at all.. after skl i went office take things den went meet lyn..play few mins of mahjong..den went chilled out with sy.. after eveything end its alrdy 12am..my dear gal called up..she was crying terribly..went drink with her with my empty stomach untill 3am.. the moment i reach home i fell alseep again w/o doing my RJ and the next moment i open my eyes is alrdy 6.45 and i quickly rush all out for my UT.. din drink much cause because of that incident my gastric problem relapse again.. every now and den will pain like hell..that mon night was real terrible, lucky ms sarah ask mr vincent to sent me home.. that was not enought when i reach home i was damn tired yet the pain is stopping me from sleeping.. and i been tortured till daylight..den go skl again for my UT.. hais..
these days are terrible..

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2006-07-28T12:21:00.000+08:00

upon answering to lam yong liang request, im blogging here.
lolx..oei dun be so kpo la.. you will never get to know my another address.. wahaha~!

hmmm..my clock now is totoally turn upside down. i dun sleep in the night whahass..
kkies..i will try to go to skl punctually this time..
thanks to the people to show your concern and care to me...
especially people from W14K..
esp ppl like sheryl, nic, etc...even faci like emily..
for those who know what has happen im fine already..
for those who dunno what's going on it's okie..
since it past so let it be and dun bother to ask me what happen..
just hope that i can pass my module can le..
already been trying to catch up already.

2006-07-07T10:27:00.000+08:00

bro ar.. dunno wad to say to you.. shouldnt have give up so easily after fighting for almost one year.. wad a waste.. you are always the one that motivates me to fight hard and solve all my negatives problem whenever i look for you.. but now it's me who is doing the part now.. really dunno wad to say to you.. hope you can think well..

2006-06-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

Things seems to crop up at time
everytime when i praise thing to start turn better
den it will start to turn sour

2006-06-19T12:47:00.000+08:00

i been missing for couples of months...
i can see webs coping up here..

today is the first day of the week and is the first day of skl reopening
and i just feel not good..
first thing in the morning late for class..due to traffic accident in the expressway
then when i got in the class till the first break out i dun even know wad the hell is going on
totally have no participation at all..feel so bad.. so i went to decorate the slides (im only good at that)
wad dissipation..stupid topic!! i hate science!! i wanna complain!! i only got an B for the last lesson - heart matters! which i did alot but yet gotten an B only! it was A i hope.. but it is grace leong that surprise me..she gave me an A in the last day before we went for holiday.. made me so damn bloody happy and start to like her lesson..this coming friday i sure come skl de..haha

later going for an movie..watching garflied 2..the fatty cat
dunno nice not - heard from fren is not nice..
this shd be the 3rd movie we watch together? yahs.
things start getting better instead after i burped out to the uppers one.
instead i felt better after that..and feel that actually things doesnt turn out as bad as i think
but still there got to be some who will still get hurt..hope the one will get heal soon
hope ivy can get her done too..it seems like alot of things happen at one go
i agree with her statement - guys fall faste; gals fall depper
but after all i beliv one thing - it will shine after the clouds are gone!

things in company is changing everday..new people come in and goes
is better then getting stagnant..i still left 2629
increased!!! they got wrong calculation...sad~
but no matter wad i will hang on to the last min..
i left approx 10 days to clear 2629LV
hope by next month im in my new position..
then before 28 july the next one..
so that by 28 nov i can hit me BM
now it become one of my birthday wish le..

2006-04-19T22:02:00.001+08:00

it's been long long time since i post up the last one.
and definitely alot of things has happened.
never ever know that things will happen to the circumstances like now.
seems like this situation can only be seen on the tv.
but now it will falls on me.
ratherly i knew that it would be a tough one
and told you i'll endure with it.
but now it seems that i couldnt.
everyday seems like a treat to us.
but also hoping everyday to pass.
cant be like the normals ones' and the normals ways'
=(

2006-02-24T02:30:00.000+08:00

just reach home not long ago.

took mr issac's car home.

so shiok~ bmw leix

dun really noe wad series is dat.

never study car before

but quite interesting

so now going into le.

i noe i have been absent from here.

dint know i haf quite a no of supporters.

problems seems to like me alot

after one another.

mabbe sometimes is my wayof handling.

but anyway, today is a real tidal day.

having super low tide in e noon.

den when up in e night.

was low until dry,

simply no mood for everything

so i cancel e work at night.

wudnt wan to hear aword frm any1 at all.

even from ms sarah.

later on kang remind me of attach n dettach.

discover im really poor at controlling dat.

i still have alot to learn oso.

oso rmb bout e days wen dey are wif me

e strong beliv of proofing to dem

e fire dat i have had ago

after all these are all stepping stones before i can learn to walk.

2006-02-10T01:57:00.000+08:00

yahx..the past days in ve was a busy one. which made me forget that i will be taking my results in a few days time.. really..now is a few hours time..
i got too much problem coming at once dat keep bugging at me making me totally forgetting bout e nervousness. till now i have no feelings.. mabbe pershap in e hall den i will.. but not at all now.. people out thr.. relax.. no much thing u can do any more. hahas. i noe im irritating over here. nitez. sweet dreams. miss you.

2006-02-10T01:49:00.000+08:00

went lps eat ice kachang wif guan ytd. den we suddenly tok about dat topic. and make me remind of him. turning back and look: so foolish, so stupid so sha!

2006-02-10T01:38:00.000+08:00

yups. ever since i started with ve tis is my first time reach home so damn early at 7pm. woke up late again. was supposed to reach at 2pm. cux today kang not coming only got guan steve and me - doing e recruitment. well..reach at 3.30pm. sec day, have missed calls. den did basic training wif them on e two malay gals. den went for interview, and he finally tok to me. dunno is bcux of i told guan not. i tink sure be. den he told me the stuffs. den i headed for interview. wah kao..the interview only less den 5 min nia. den went back le. after dat went cp, den do customer service den went home. den eat, watch tv, tok on phone, den online.....

2006-02-08T01:39:00.000+08:00

listening to -

di xia tie

dunno it is consider solve not?

just when i got home from thr

thinking dat e probs shd have be solve half

but e moment i saw e letters lying thr

i noe e pobs have not really solve

but i come up another solutions

go for all three

no matters so tough it will be

no matter how stress it will be

just go

yup. two days more and result will be out

kang n yong ask me scare not

den i realise i have not been thinking bout it

ya it e stress dat brought me away

ya. if i were to think bout dat

i sure have thousands of prob to solve

for e current moment

i just wanna concentrate on those prob

and break them through

2006-02-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

yes. why does all the bad things come in a line.
is this a test from the heaven?
or is it something i have to face before i success?
to choose or not to choose i dunno.
but i just know currently i just need that.

2006-02-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

MONEY MONEY MONEY!
i have enuff of that...................

2006-02-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

his word truly hurt me
piercing thru my heart
made me fall from the sky
wad i have hoping have crush.

i want you to live healthy
that the only reason i join the trade.

2006-02-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

they are playing pool.
aiju is busying with the bad news.
irene shd be with victor.
tia have the same situation.
ivy is at the chingay.
ms sarah shd be.....

who shd i look for?

='(

2006-01-10T01:55:00.000+08:00

Yups. Here's my first blog of the year. Cant imagine, I'm 18 this year! Wow..that's fast man.

Went to blowse at people's blog and there is this person. Everytime i read her blog I just feel that she is wonderful. Dun ask me why. I cant explain the feeling of wonderful. Just feel that i can feel what she is really trying to say.

Hmmm..have been absent from here very long. And i know is not good to the people out there. Cuz nothing for 'em to read. Anyway..dun even know is that somebody bother to pass by not.

The days in VE was good i can say, although people out there might think that wadz so good there, when i practically got no pay spenting days there. But you never know the feeling if you never tried it physically yourself.

Today reach VE at 2pm, missed my chance to meet huiling. (got to meet her later) Then, did basic training with CY copying the notes. Then, Mr Kit suggest all the newbies do the basic training together. So..i am the one to assist them. My first time you know. And i think i make a fool myself. Imagine you got to look after 10 plus people, using spoken english to speak and dunno what to do next. Being like a tour guide, bringing one bunch of inactive guys. The feeling is so damn lousy lo. But after awhile i went off and leave them to Yigang. Luckily i got appt to go.

Was attached to Xueguan (first time). Honestly la..actually before that i have no much confidence in him la. But after that, think he is much more better than i thought. The appt was alright, got chance. Going to the propect's house this coming Sat. Hope can close a King, dun be so greedy la mabbe a Single can le. But this Sat is my last day to fight for my ME position so i can get my 3% turn over for last month. Which is about $100++. Huge bonus right? So hopefully i can close something. If not a small product oso can la.
Rains heavily whole day, so eventually after the appt it was still raining. Went stroll with Xueguan in the shopping centre. Then went back to office. Tia came. haha that makes my day not so sianzZ. We went for survey. Cant really stands. My poor leg has been suffer alot ever since i work. (cuz of my heels) Then went lucky plaza for dinner at 8pm (my first meal of the day).

During eating this question suddenly came across my mind. And i asked myself, "did i regret coming to VE?" i almost answer a YES! Cux dunno why i make myself in a position which never talk to my dad since the day i stared work at VE, and eat only a meal everyday cuz i eventually have no saving to spent on. I cant possibly take money from him right.
Ever snce this i came to realise they actually do care for me. Its my stingy mum who normally shouts she have no money to have gimme money to spent. Also to realising that, everytime i reach home at 12, he would be the one standing at the balcony or falls asleep at the sofa.
Q: What would all these little action actually means?
A: No matter what happens, they will always be the first one willingly contributing to their fullest to you ever since you are born. The uncountable thoughts, money, care, worries, hardship they have spent on you, they will never ever ask you to repay them back.
Afterall, do you think i still think the answer is YES when i got to know and realise much more things i never ever had? hahas.

2005-12-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

im lost!!!
im scare!!!
im confused!!!
im afraid!!!
where are you?
i miss you!
allow no tears to flow out!

2005-12-21T00:18:00.000+08:00

hmm.. just reach home not long ago.. not tired.. really not.. in fact im full of energetic leix.. haha.. maybe i got drink cal ion water? haha. okie. im crazy.. haha.. joke joke la. hmmm..supposely having 2 sa today de. but after dat it became one. the first one had it for 2 hour plus. den missed the second one. some more not so confirm de. BUT nvm.. i can make it confirm de. i have my way. haha.

Road of Success Is Not Easy.. BUT I know, I'll Never Walk Alone.. All the way!

2005-12-19T01:31:00.000+08:00

hello! ya well.. just watch finish e vampire. missed many parts of it. you noe wad? from wad i think.... is really diff. im diff..! as compare to the xiaoting/corinne you hv noe 5days ago.
yup. 5days ago, was really sad. went for many interviews. but none of them really succeed just said wait for their calls. just as on wed (14dec) went for the interview for motorola. whole process was quite enuff for me to sleep a few hour nap. wad we did mostly was wait, wait and wait. after e motorola thingy was damn tired and depressed but we still decided to go to town and take a look. just as we are in the mrt to town, this guy called tia. u noe wad. this guy change my pt of view. and really brought out wad im suppose to be. mabbe i may not say wad im now is diff from wad 5days ago for wad im. i cud say initially im wad im. just dat i didnt really face it. i chosen not to face the reality. now after dat call im wad im suppose to be. i have to thx to dat man - steve.
normally when we are late for interview, dat's it. but this company actually call up to remind us the interview. so at dat time we have nth to do. no harm going. we might not noe we can be in. when we reached thr. we are so puzzled and some how surprize, enthu bout everything thr. we were thinking......
we are just 17 leix.
how interview is this?
wad are we supposed to do?
how much we'll get for salary?
u mean we have to wear those suit for work everyday?
are you sure?
those kind of puzzled questions la.. den we slowly get our turn to interview and we met ms jessie. before we get in thr this lady tell us some info bout ms jessie. during interview i was so scare of ms jessie. she is just 20! just 3yrs older den me and the way she tok to us is like some professional biz woman. im so presure, scare, nervous and i tot i wont be selected for it. from wad im surprize. we were ask for the orientation.
second day, we demo session. quite informative can noe more thing. but still very boring. but e second speaker came. tis man looking 30, wearing his suit. like any senior manager. stern but okay looking. he started to tok. started with e position structure, then on his experince..and so on..from wad i tink he can be a really great mentor. from the impression he gimme me he's someone dat is very cool, stable, can handle anything indeed he;s mr kit, our BGM.
slowly i get to met my uplines and manager. oh ya..my manager!! calvin..someone quite shocking oso. same age as me. my manger leix!!! same age as me? heard bout his footsteps.. can say is quite pei fu his spirit la. den come to steve.. hmmm..he's the only one which gimme a impression of someone on the right track. he look like wad he's having la.. mabbe im under him more often la. he can be a great fren. i look upon him as a bro la. which can teach me things dat i wanna learn. he just gimme de gan jue very brotherly. just like a bro which i longing for. not like my bro la. so xie mu calvin got such a good bro. haha. after few days of training. get to noe more ppl in thr. den slowly get into the situation. yups.
ohh ya.. there is this person i surly must mention one. my idol !!! haha. shhh...dun mention who is the person..haha. who knows anyone from VE might be reading my blog. or even my idol is reading now. saw my idol from the first day i went for interview. dunno wad caught my attn leix. just keep lookin. thinkin my idol is diff from others. and one thing i can confirm is....my idol is so talented!!! wahahaha..
alright..im crazy.. haha.
after joining this comp i can see the social life of this trade la. can be in contact with ur fren. leran new things. get prepare for the future. a new choice for my future life, as well as my courses. most importanly i get to face e reality of my world. i got the second me to be out. im no longer the one I AM!

my 1st appt

2005-12-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

- third day of training
- bad mood
- cried for an hour
- my performance was damn lousy
- feeling really down
- i ruined my 1st appt
- tok to steve
- feeling alot better
- cheer myself up
- saw meihui in msn
- call her up
- had our chat
- i vomit wad i can to her
- forgotten bout my bad mood le
- that's the moment i move on with my life
- and i can do it
- M.E! i'm coming!

2005-11-20T04:05:00.000+08:00

listening to :
san hu hai, jay chou

was tokin' to kor. for 2 hours. long time never tok to him le.
hmmm..we talk bout alot. haha.
happy for him. he shud know wad im referrin' to la.
ehx..really shud heed my advice ar.

we tok bout the skl work. the exam. the life now. the frens. the family. the future too.
yea, the future. the work. the expenses. the wife. the husband. just like the everything.
dat makes me remember of my dream. haha.
wad dream? haha. dun tell you. guess ba.

all along have been wonderin' of my future. yah, this word seems to be so unpredictable.
something you wanna feel, wanna taste of it. but it always seem so far away dat you can never eva reach.
haha. dat's of cux. who would ended to the no future? even if you're dead, you'll still have your future. it's the future life.
yea. this word really seem so far away!

later might be going out. not to gym though its sunday but might been to study.
depends on my waking up time ba.
hoping all the exam cud be over asap. then, i'll be.flying.
haha. not travellin' overseas. but flying heading towards my worklife.
wondering, how we wud be like in the holidays.
will we still be meeting out?
or no more contact till the result be out.

2005-11-19T03:08:00.000+08:00

currently listening :
nai he - theme song of my fair princess III

listenin' to this song remind me of dat show. zhihua really very ku ming.
she gets to wait for a man for life, in return get nothing. it may be her retribution.
but or rather it too harsh on her. she just want to love him.
haha. think im gettin' over into it. come back to real life, xiaoting!

well, kinda dissapointed. you know. anyway, i know its fated.
im not referrin' to dat show le ar. it's the event coming along.
hope it will be a fantasic and enjoyable one.

went out with punk today. din expect all to have present.
i know i shudden said dat. but you shud know why am i saying dat.
anyway, dunno how long it can last la.
went to the same old place. ms. play pool, bowl, arcade.
den had our dinner at cafe cartel. it not e kind i want.
how i could wish to have everybody seated down to eat.
while eatting, we were crapping things of the past.
which have been said more than a thousands times.
cant we have more to say other den these topics of the past?
sometimes how i realised life is really boring when im trying to make myself entertained, to be entertained, or otherwise to try entertain ppl.
maybe members out there when you came to past by this sentense you may be surprized by wad im saying. but i shud say this 's really gotta be true words from the bottom of my heart.
i may be complacency. but i really irks me when i came to think of dat and the others. which you guy have react differrently.
alrite! no more please. otherwise there wil be protest.

wonderin' bout the future. wad will it be like. will it be just like my dream. or otherwise?
cannot imagine. thinkin' bout the O's alone made me headache. two more days to dnt paper. can you imagine i have to get 75 marks for the theory just inorder to secure an higher b3 for overall dnt paper? take my life man. again toking bout the mcq paper make me feel dizzy too. it science! passable? having doubts. no dat im have confidence. sometimes it the truth dat botherin'. this is only wad i have to say to myself : " zao zhi jin ri, he bi dang chu? serve yourself right! "

my ears are stuck with :
wo bu hou hui - jimmy.

2005-11-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

full house OST - go all the way to my ears

had e geography paper today.
wasnt really good.
and it did serve myself rights.
din study at all wasnt enuff time for me too.
17 marks gone.
could have score a 9 for CH again tis time.

well, planning for gym. (1 week twice)
but it rain all the way thru.
after paper went to the same old forgey place.
din had myself full -
wanna save money to buy my ******!
and others ex stuffs. oso save for e holis.
but it coming soon. as fast as e hurricane.
soon and i gotta work soon den get my results =(
paipai leix. den off i go to my life.
- after dat when to shar house.
had our movie maratron. muahaha.
1st The Exorcism of Emily Rose.
dat really makes me doze off.
followed by e cutie funnie humourously,
Charlie and The Chocolate Factory.
haha. dat was nice. i mean for both.
lastly had Sky High. oso quite nice.
return at 9. watch the rainbow connection.
had our chalet fixed at 27 and 28.
yes it really the 28. heex. din really had much tots on it.
as i owe them alot.
im really fortunate to be one for e past 2 years.
just wish it would be a wonderful one.
opps - its been long since i have a good exercising on my fingers here.
gtg. nitex! you too. dun get sick!

2005-11-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

枫
乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边被风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面我要的只是你在我身边

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
再想要剪开一夜风雨
随著北风凋零我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地谁把窗外枫叶已经沉迷

2005-11-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

currently listening

- feng , jay chou

left about 2 days to study geo le.

haven even touch a single notes

today had a good day.

went exercise. haha

lost about 100 calories leix.

went for gym and swimming.

9 more days left to freedom

I WANNA WORK

cause i want alot $$$

wanted to buy alot alot of thingsSs!

countdown - 15 more days!!!

2005-11-12T03:54:00.000+08:00

it seem like you do care.
am i suppose to be happy or not?
you really do know me.
for why am i doing that.
or maybe you are happy with that.
after all, you really seems to care.

im looking forward to it.
it is a day for celebrations ya.
you actually do remember.
that shows you really care. am i right?
anyway, hope is a big one.

2005-11-12T03:41:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday to guangxi
happy belated birthday to huifen
happy belated birthday to beebee
happy belated birthday to tiansheng
happy belated birthday to tiatia
happy belated birthday to dick
happy belated birthday to loongfang
happy belated birthday to tehao
happy belated birthday to don
happy belated birthday to vannie

2005-11-12T03:32:00.000+08:00

我不后悔
说好了　不回头　不想承诺
缘份尽了　你别过头　如果还有什么　值得我逗留
我想是你　爱过我　只是路　无尽头　都是路过
什么感受　我能带走　眼泪可以不流　心碎不能救
看我能否得自由　当我松开你的手
一些风沙哽住眼眸　爱你最后一幕却模糊带过
不让疼痛有路追究　我不后悔我曾爱过
只是天涯从此寂寞　远去的渡口　彼岸的灯火
人在河流只许漂泊　我不后悔被你爱过
只是不能爱到最后　短暂的幸福　拥有就足够
只要舍得　就会快乐　会快乐

2005-10-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

真害怕我会愛上他!
or maybe i have already fallen in love in him.
don't know wad will happen in the future between us.
just for this moment, hoping dat we can be close friends.
ytd nitex was really sweet or maybe is 我一相 xiang qing yuan
after e conflict and i left tot we would be in e arward position like dat last time.
and i din expect u would call up in middle of the night.
dat makes me even more deepen.

2005-09-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

想要爱你

你的头发垂在耳边风轻轻吹遮住了眼温柔的眼神有些疲倦但很美我的祝线在你的脸你太认真没有发现闪烁的眼神此刻你在想着谁不舍看见你为爱憔悴为爱掉眼泪只能给你安慰默默守在身边

想要疼你每天每天想要爱你永远永远在有生之年何时你才会发现想要抱你每天每天想要爱你永远永远你所有心愿我都会奋不顾身去完成你的头发垂在耳边风轻轻吹遮住了眼温柔的眼神有些疲倦但很美我的祝线在你的脸你太认真没有发现闪烁的眼神此刻你在想着谁不舍看见你为爱憔悴为爱掉眼泪只能给你安慰默默守在身边

想要疼你每天每天想要爱你永远永远在有生之年何时你才会发现想要抱你每天每天想要爱你永远永远你所有心愿我都会奋不顾身去完成

想要疼你每天每天想要爱你永远永远拥着你入睡睡着了帮你盖被想要抱你每天每天想要爱你永远永远你所有心愿我都会奋不顾身去完成

2005-07-30T17:37:00.000+08:00

过火
是否对你承诺了太多还是我原本给的就不够
你始终有千万种理由我一直都跟随你的感受
该你疯让你去放纵以为你有天会感动关于流言我装作无动于衷
直到所有的梦已破碎才看见你的眼泪和后悔
我是多想再给你机会多想问你究竟爱谁既然爱难分是非
就别逃避勇敢面对给了他的心你是否能够要得回
怎么忍心怪你犯了错是我给你自由过了火
让你更寂寞才会陷入感情漩涡
怎么忍心让你受折磨是我给你自由过了火
如果你想飞伤痛我背

2005-06-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

一路向北

后视镜里的世界越来越远的道别你转身向背
侧脸还是很美我用眼光去追竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊是我错失的机会你站的方位
跟我中间隔着泪街景一直在后退

你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北离开有你的季节你说你好累已

无法再爱上谁风在山路吹

过往的画面全都是我不对细数惭愧我伤你几回
后视镜里的世界越来越远的道别你转身向背
侧脸还是很美我用眼光去追竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊是我错失的机会你站的方位
跟我中间隔着泪街景一直在后退你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北离开有你的季节你说你好累已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹过往的画面全都是我不对细数惭愧我伤你几回
我一路向北离开有你的季节方向盘周围回转着我的后悔
我加速超越却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲
细数惭愧我伤你几回停止狼狈就让错纯粹

2005-06-13T03:35:00.000+08:00

hEh Heh.. shock to see words here? i noe u surely will.. stop nagging me okie. i noe i have not been blogging for 3 weeks and u sure miss me out thr right? mmm..i guess so
guess im listening to wad song now.. hahha..bingo..our fav song leix.. YI QIAN NIAN YI HOU actually i noe is i influence u de la. and u make sure u beta like tish song ok? if not i... haha
dunno y leix.. have been attracted to tish song for 1 mth liao.. normally one song can only last me 2 weekx but tish one is exordinary.. arrr..miss dat show man.. ended last fri.. shiok man.. nice show indeed.. but only got 20 epd nia so waste.. i wanna complain to mediacorp... im siao.. ignore me.. so long nv blog got alot of things to sae but dunno start from whr le..tish 3 weeks actually not nth to blog la.. is really buzy and oso seldom online oso le.. haha so wen i not thr u got miss me ma? i noe u wont la.. chou idiot.. ltr gonna have our class bbq liao.. u jealous ma? u cnnt go leix.. some ppl hafta work ma.. and u idiot dun sae i always ignore u hor..now i cum in blog for u to read liao horx.. dun sae nth to read liao hor.. nitex
- jian jian dan dan

2005-05-24T11:15:00.000+08:00

how should i put them in words
or i should say no words can express my feelings now
you made my heartbeat stop working for the moment when i see u
telling me it miracle to see again since that night i have chosen to left you
i left myseft with regrets and for once i think that it is wo de cuo to have left you
never ever had i thought that i will see you again and just for that moment i thought im in my dreams
you have gaven me the hope but yet i wouldnt dare to face you again
i thought at this time of e week (tuesday) u should be in army?
why are you together with him?

my ears are struck with - wo de cuo

2005-05-24T02:04:00.000+08:00

few days nv come in liao. nowadays getting lost interest in blogging. just roughly read thru my pass posts. really enjoy recalling things sometimes. hmmm..changing email liao x_ting28@hotmail.com but e old one will still be in use cux many document still inside. and mainly e things oso under dat email. so cnnt suddenly change over de. dun ask me why i change i oso bi bu de yi de. dun mention bout tish liao. wen mention it again my blood will boils man. stupid jerk.
now so late liao but still very awake. today slp from 3am til 6pm. soOoo pig. din really study much in tish weekend. infact counted as never study la. cux only study few words nia. die liao la. exam in just 6 days yet i have soOo much haven study. hais.

listening to jay's concert songs

2005-05-21T04:22:00.000+08:00

too lost in you - sugababes

arrr..e time is now 4.22am le and why m i still awake? i should have sleep soundly by now. hmmm..really cnnt slp. maybe someone can tell me some story horx? so late liao still dun wan slp. down thr online hais. no need study mehx? i tot ur skl starts liao? haha. really damn sian leix. cnnt stand arx.
*pop*

she will be loved - maroon 5

2005-05-21T02:22:00.000+08:00

sweet dream - jang nara

wad the fuck la. i actually missed my last epd of ah wang due to my pig-ness... ARGHX!!! sobx. tia call me liao i con to slp. den 8.30 den woke up. wah piang so peh cek. wen wen back slp again. 9.30 wen up watch zero to hero. i so piggg slp for so long and now i cnnt slp liao. tml morning till hafta reach skl by 8 to do my dnt artefact. hais. no mood blog liao.

big big world - emilia